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Ok well, a week or two passed since my last journal and I'd thought I'd update about things happening!
Yeah well, lots of things happening. I don't think I can list them all, sorry.
Things happened, tears fell and blood fell as well.
I'm currently making an acoustic version of my song (featuring my friend Jesper Lund) "Rob". Yeahh.. so that's like 5% done LOL

I'm going to start up my Akrea series again. I stopped because of personal issues. I would go into detail, but it's very disturbing so I'll tell you a few things that happened when I started writing that.
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Ok so what happened was that I wrote in a specific character, someone who I wanted to desperately be. After writing so much about this one character, I started beginning to change. Not mentally but physically as well. It's almost as if my mind picture this character and the more detail I added to him, my body changed more. It's hard to explain, sorry.
Then as the story progressed for that one character, I started to remember (NOT IMAGINE) things that he was supposed to remember. That's where I became Joshua Halvorsen. Well, that was my name already, but I'm talking about the character.
The memories included with this character held some memories that I didn't even WRITE. That included dark ones of another character, the Crimson Angel, aka "JADIUN".
After a while, I started to have "dreams" that I thought were dreams but they started leaving physical scars on my best, ribs, sides, face, etc. So that's what the issue was.
You see, Jadiun was a 22 year old young man who died and became the Death God's son (and a Goddess' son obviously). Then reincarnated as Joshua Halvorsen in Akrea, Joshua has the power to transform into this whole other being, Jadiun, using the Decca of Courage.
Basically, what I'm saying is that I wrote so much of that one character and his surroundings, including Jadiun and Sarah, that his memories, thoughts, soul, mind, and the rest of his entire being became synced with mine. That included Jadiun's memories, mind, soul and being as well (as well as his intelligence). That's why I stopped writing because if I wrote any more, I would've gone to the extent of unspeakable lengths.
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So you can see why I stopped writing the series. But it's not insane, I'm also not obsessed with it. I just have an ache to want to be that one character so bad that my physical, spiritual and mental body have changed themselves to that character. That's strange but the urge to be that character was so much that it overpowered my conscious mind and went into my subconscious and slowly started to change me.

*Everyone will live when the blood of the angel is shafted across the land.
*Making a wish upon heavens wing and halo will the "Angel of Time and Death" be sent down.
*Death comes to an angel the day of reckoning but the life of many still power on.
*With his last breathe, he casts peace upon the people he cares for.

Little... "poem" I wrote suddenly.
So yes, War of Destiny will still continue despite my sudden change in mind for Akrea.
I'm posting my new JayXsane video soon - maybe. Depends on when I can get it done, sorry.
"The New Strike" will be released shortly, but has been delayed due to some interference with schedules.

Songs for JNLandJadeMusic won't be done by me for a while because I've yet to feel the embrace to make lyrics. I do apologize.

lately I've been voiceacting and been playing PC games such as Left4Dead and Combat Arms.
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It's a really good game. You play as one of the four "Survivors" and fight through hordes of zombies. It wasn't really clear what had actually happened to CREATE the "Infected" but I believe as a theory that it's an apocalypse with a very small group of people (not just 4, there are others that aren't really shown) that aren't infected with a sickness. Yeah, it's a Single Player game but it's mostly an Online Game. I just got it but it's amazing.
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Online FPS (First Person Shooter)
I started with this originally after I got bored with "Perfect World International". I can get back into PWI but not right now. Well, like I said, it's an Online First Person Shooter. It's war. Plain and Simple but quite frankly, in this "Cyber War Game", there are a lot of really stupid, childish hackers. I hate those people. Shows that they waste their time on their computer.=.=
Although I do talk to one person specifically on Combat Arms (which is now on MSN). I would say who that person is xD But that person knows who they are O.O I don't know why but I feel a faint feeling of happiness in the pit of my soul when we talk. That's saying a lot since I'm never happy anymore. Like, for a decade. =-= It's easy to act that way though <- See?

So yeah, I play those games, rap, remix, photograph, video edit, author and voice act a bit lately on top of my current bust schedule. :\ Yeah. So that's basically it. I checked my "FFxDestined" Account on Youtube© DAILY. So if you want, you can PM me there We can talk lol If you don't have Youtube, add me to MSN. I get on around once every two days! I know I said to my friends I didn't, but I don't notice xD Sorry. I just noticed now. ;
wolfdawg1113@hotmail.com

Anyways, that's it for me people! Seeya'll in my next Journal Entry